Bismillah..
Assalamualaikum.
Hmm.. It's been quite a long time since my last post ( I think) . After a month, a lot of things happened.
Yes. Quite a lot . It revealed the true world, how weird human actually is , how selfish human are and what a great creature we are!
And my English is getting worse after a long time 'break' from reading english books , speaking in English ... =,=
I am not happy with limited things that I can do right now. I felt small (I am small=,=) , and do not belong here . Somehow to prove how optimistic I am (I am proving it to myself) , I am trying to fight it on .
I am belong here , if they can do it good , why can't I do it better ? We are the same species and kingdom ,right? (kingdom:read in aspect of scientific classification of creatures species) .
And you , who might have the same feeling , experience the same situation , my advice is ; it won't be enough if you just staring at your wonderful , excellent friends (while hope for a miracle happen into you life) without fight with yourself.
What is it mean by fight with yourself?
Do not let the envy grow in your heart , work harder to be better every day , strive more than others to achieve your goals. Not only in the aspect of study , but in your life to.
Be the one who is kind to others too. We are not being created to be selfish .
