Bismillah.
Long time since my last post. Indeed.
One of the factor is, I don’t have wifi at home, thus I have
to be SUPER CAREFUL with my mobile data. Huhu..
Well, Asasi has been a history, around two months already. So now, what did I do during this quite long holiday?
I work at a pharmacy.
“oh wow! It’s great!”
“at least you got a source to spend without your parents’
penny”
That are some of the responses that I’ve got. And guess
what? Working at the pharmacy is not exhilarating at all.
And why?
1. 1. I have a terrible memory.
This is a serious talk man. Since
foundation, (as I remember) it getting worse. I tried to recover by reduce my
consumption on junk food (but I’m not the fan of junk food?), struggle harder
in repeating my hafazan, and try to add some more.
I do try my best to make maths
exercises and revision in the morning too. But..blergh..as the time goes by, I didn’t
improve a lot either.
2. 2. Medicine
and pharmaceutical things never be my favourites.
This is actually my very first
mistake. I pick up a job that is absolutely not my stuff. So then, eventhough I
tried my best (haven’t try my very best yet),things just getting annoy. It is
suffocating when I forgot the name and location of that medicine and ya know
what? I’ve just stare, take a very deep attention, memorizing its name and
function just a second ago! And unfortunately, I just realise this today =,=
After almost a month working
there babe!!
3. 3. I do have
low self-esteem sometimes.
Especially in this case, where I’m a noob
and there’s tons of knowledge that I don’t know. How and when to take the
pills? How does this supplement works? Does this give effect to pregnant woman
or not? I have a cough and pleghm, what medicine should I take?
This tons of questions really crushed my
confidence =,=
Much more regretful, I can’t even recall
the functions of those vitamins that we learnt at secondary school. As a
biology student, it is a real shame on me..=,=’
Not to forget, promoting supplements to the
customers, which one is good, which one is cheaper, which one will give them
more profit and benefits, yet again, the most shameful one is when I forgot
where on the earth does that little thing that she/he want? Oo God please help
meeee!
That is the only dialogue I could think on
that moment=,=
4. 4.Less time
with my family
This is the worst part ever. In a week,
there’s five working days, and two off days. Only one day that will have more
time at home. The other four days, from 9.30 a.m, until bloody 10 p.m I’ll be
very loyal to stay at work. And it is not good. As every night, when I’m home,
everyone is tired already, my brother will go to sleep, ummi too, sometimes, it
is me who’ll go to the dream world first.
The most regretful part is when my brother
(nain, 14,he studies at boarding school), when he got home at weekend, and I was
not there to pat him or at least slap his back hard. Not even on the day he got
to get back to school. T.T
Helping ummi with everyday routine is
getting harder too T.T As I am tired at night, and will continue to sleep
before going to work, then, my usual house chores task had become ummi’s again.
And to think about it, make me feel guilty..
5. 5. No more
time for my bae T.T
Who is actually my bae? Muahaha..
It is my books. I’m currently reading “ma
dza ya’ni” = what is the meaning of being a muslim. And I haven’t moved to the
next chapter yet T.T. This is just the worst part in my reading history! Huhuhuhuhu….
Other than books, it is my hobby too. Drawing.
I’m planning to draw a short comic, yet I don’t have any thought about topic
that I should focus on nor having any time to at least drawing even a
character.
Actually, I have lots more reason of why I am
not happy working at the pharmacy, but I think, this is what I should share
about my short experiences.
I might quit in the beginning of August since
I need to prepare for degree course registration later on. Of course, to
appreciate my little time left at home before flying back to Sarawak.
My last advice, you better take a deep
thinking before you decide to take a job. Even as a part time worker. Do things
that will make you happy and not being a burden even it takes lots of your
time.
